Monday, May 19, 2003

{May 18, 2003 Sunday}

Im on my way to manila now. Sad because im going back and will be away from my loved ones but i’ll be ok. they gave me enough memories to cherish and help me survive for the rest of the week.

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We will be having study sessions this week and it will be a very busy one.

{may 17, 2003 saturday}

i wish i’m rich. So that I could help my mama & papa with our expenses.

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Right now I’m watching SEX AND THE CITY. It was their special-three-part series. It’s decent enough compared to what my former boss is saying.

Ok, it talks about sex (and the word is included in their title) but that doesn't mean that it is their main focus. For these episodes they deal with topics like: having a baby, not having a father while growing up, having real friends to count on to in times of need, and many more.

People would often have the impression/misconception that it is an all-adult series when in fact some, I repeat “some” of their topics are realities that we have to face because they are happening in the real world and outside the tube.

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I was wrong. I judged him too early. I was expecting that he would just mumble something (like he usually does) to acknowledge my presence. And yet he asked me several questions, like: what time did i arrive? and did i eat already etc. and that was enough to melt my hardening heart.

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She’s the best, and I love her so much. Early in the evening, she was furious. And yet as time passed by she returned to her usual self--the loving and very caring mama that I knew. Ü

{may 16, 2003 Friday}

i'm having a déjà vu.

why is it that i cannot let go of my life in college? it's been 3 years already and yet the feeling's still the same...

it's as if whenever the world's shrinking down on me, i seek the place where i've spent my 4 growing up years; where I learned things beyond the 4 corners of a classroom; where i've found friends who've eventually became my sisters; and where, in the process of failing, pain & heart break, i've found & learn a thing or two about myself.