why is it that sometimes, eventhough the person you love the most is sitting right beside you, you still longed for him?

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I am a possessive person. no, make that a very possessive person.
There I said it out loud.
I am aware that it is not good.
but I can’t help myself but tighten the bounds of a relationship.
I longed for a continuous affirmation of love.
Maybe, it’s me being a woman (or rather a girl--better).
I don’t know.
I really, really hate myself when I feel this way. grrrrrrr!